I can't Miss You

and again my dad in the hospital .. he was home  but last night he want to go to the toilet and the feeling in his right leg was gone ..so my brother calls the docters for the night they come and tell him that he has to go to his own docter..
but this docter send him to the hospital again .. in the hospital  the docters tell him and my brother and friend  that he has to stay there and they bring him to the intensive care .. .. maybe this was the last time i saw him ...


Okay a Update becausseee

In the hospital they are helping my dad with is right leg but the day after that his left leg started with the same .. so the helping my dad with that problem at the same day .. and my dad is gonna be allright (jeej because i can't miss him ) uhm he is still in the hospital but not on the intensive care anymore ... on a other floor one where he is allowd to walk ... me is very happy





okay if you follow me a little bit maybe you already know that he is dead ... 2 weeks exacly
in those weeks people are telling me that im changed ... offcourse  im changed i miss my dad very much but life goes on and i have to ...



9 weeks without my dad .  first bday without him .. was hard

so Christmas was hard for me ... my parents are divorced normally i go one of the days to him and the other im staying with my mom.... its hard to believe that is almost a year that he's gone  but in this year im try to stay strong but i can't .... some night i cry myself in sleep